i'm fine, i'll keep saying that i'm fine
but it's a lie, it's all sedated, it's all lies
you know i can't keep it all held up inside
i'm ecstatic, i'm elated, i'm so fucking high
and it's all fractured, captured by you
see, you broke me, opened me sideways
and i'm spilling out, so you're filling me in
i don't know how this is piercing me, but it is
i don't know how you're piercing me, but you are
i can't explain this to you, i've tried, i'll still try
though it always comes about without, it's always runs dry
it's without all these thoughts that drown me, they suffocate me
this is it, it's you, you're everything, you're light.
and i'm still blind, but i'm feeling you out
and i'll fill you in, if you just give me some time