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reiteration is the utmost objection to veer from
it's dozens of times now i've said it's enough
more time than limbs i've halfheartedly made the decision
to stop this fizzling in my cranium
it's gnawing at my thought patterns
screen is buzzing profusely it doesn't falter
today was the last time, this is done i promise
i'm one short stumble away from engulfing
all and everything they have worked so hard to steer me from
i don't want to do this anymore, don't want to be fuzzy and disorganised
but it's okay, i've done it before
it's begun to chip away my exterior
it's enough, i'm so tired of this maneuver
i'm out, i'm done


you have no idea, not anymore, nothing of me
i'm trying to walk in a straight line, just trying to keep my eyes open