now it might be when i'm thinking of you, you're thinking of me
you're not as opaque as you had once seemed

i will die young
i will die young
i will die young
i will die young

if you could only
if you could leave
if you could only be mine
if you could leave
i need someone
i need someone

thats why i wrote you those short letters
'cause i really thought i was going to die
and i didn't want to leave it, to leave you
without that one pathetic empty goodbye
but i'm here now, i didn't get stuck there
and there is no sense grappling with the past
lets make these last few months outstanding
because baby, these few months are my last

life is so good right now
and i've got so much to spare
i don't care about you anymore
i'm so light, just so content

i'm just feeling you out, but you're all smooth and closed tight.
no way in.

the newest is my favorite, it cant be self indulgent or vindictive, just linear and flowing gently, it's real nice.
my bed is too warm, it's burning my legs, and you are lovely, we should spend more time together.

YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
YOU ARE BORING AND I AM DRUNK.
AND WHEN YOU IS DRUNK. NO FUN.

this doesn't seem right
i was really scared you know
just terribly terrified of it
doesn't mean i wasn't in it though
i'm still in it, still waiting for the next
listening to this makes it all so ripe
throws me right back into and through the loop
it would have been nice to see you again
for nothing more than sight and smiles.

i had forgotten all about this place