I finally get it
I never had a fucking clue
That you choked on fresh air
And slept through sunny days
Spent your time trying to feel right
And convince yourself you're okay
When you can't see the light through the dark
It's easy to get caught in an endless night
Life is already so fleeting, even more so when
You spend your time sitting, staring, eating
Just waiting for it to end
I finally get it

I'm sorry I didn't understand
And I played on your demands
I'm sorry I told you to stand up tall
When you were broken heart, blurry eyes and trembling hands