fuck.
it just hit me hard, real hard, that when i leave
it's the last you will ever see of me
i pushed all this pent up feeling right out on my sleeve
'cause i've nothing to lose, i'll be gone before the ground meets my feet
i put it all out there, told you exactly what you wanted to hear
so i can quiet this aching, silence that nagging fear
'cause right then, that was the only chance i'll ever get
so i'll smile and be foolish, i can take solace in that
i won't spend years wondering, clutching tight to regret