timelessly

this might just be my favourite. it is.
heads or tails? real or not:

'Alison; i know this world is killing you'

1991

i don't think about you too much anymore
don't see you in quite the same way
you're an essence of light, you're right today
though the thought of you drags me back, pulls me back away
onto an empty road, doused in shadowed skies
still, how much of you is built on a stack of lies
how much of your light is alive inside my eyes
and how much of me cries for you throughout the night
how many tears have soaked my sheets, how many dried by sunrise

you can't even begin to comprehend how destructive this is
when, and only when you can, will i listen to what you have to say

i don't like

cracked lips

4ever

&ever

take some time to dissolve and digest
because i have no energy left to dedicate to real words
only pray i don't do anything else foolish
just rest my eyes and draw in the glow
it's dark now, with candles everywhere
laughter threads, soaking up atmosphere

she really hit the nail on the head with the last one
she's got you all figured out sweetheart

that's right, don't say another word

starting to feel more like home
emptying out the spaces

my fingers are really tingling
and my ears, ever so slightly ringing
my head is kind of caving
all of which are from my own making
the scratches are lightly raised today
nytol tablets and cigarettes
not the best of concoctions
take two and pause for the reaction

it is way past dawn
but it's still morning

i forgot just how wonderful this was
brilliant, my face is aching
oh yes

oh jonny you hero, you make my back ache